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- Location:Mi cama (My bed)
- Mood:
sick =[ - Music:Cute is What we Aim For
Title: Open Up Some Happiness (2/?)
Author: Mad/xxrydenislovexx
Rating:PG-13
Pairing:Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd person (Ryan)
Word Count: 655 for the chapter.
Summary: We both turn around to see Jon, wearing a brown band shirt with pants and of course, his infamous “jondals”. We call them that because mandals are man’s sandals and Jon wears them about 95% of the time so we officially named them jondals.
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own the boys. I only own the plot. Title taken by "Open Happiness" by Brendon Urie, Patrick Stump, Travis McCoy, Cee-Lo, and Jeanelle Monae.
Dedications: To Cassie ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
behind_the_sea1 and Ashleyms_deathbat!!! Also dedicated to, I can't believe I'm saying this, but my brother, for inspiring part of the story.
Author Notes: This story is for, as I said above, Cassie and Ashley! I wrote it for their birthdays and I really hope they and you like it! It's my first story I've done myself so I'm nervous as to how it's turning out.
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After what feels like hours, we reach the mall door that leads to the food court. Once again He’s stopped before they enter, this time by Spencer’s question. “So, Ry, you going to finally kiss Brendon tonight? Or wimp out like every other time?” Ryan turns to face him, quite frustrated and says, “Why does everyone keep asking me that! It’s getting annoying! I’ll kiss him when I’m ready! Jeez.” Spencer raises an eyebrow, small smirk on his face. “Wow, calm down! Just saying, I think it’s about time that Y’all finally do.”
“I totally agree with Spence on this.” We both turn around to see Jon, wearing a brown band shirt with pants and of course, his infamous “jondals”. We call them that because mandals are man’s sandals and Jon wears them about 95% of the time so we officially named them jondals. Ryan blushes profusely and tells both of them to shove it and walks into the doors before they could say anything.
He looks around, slightly annoyed but his face softens once he sees Brendon sitting at a table waving at him, his smile wide. Ryan matches Brendon’s smile as he quickly walks over to the table. Brendon stands up to give him a hug and when their bodies touch, Ryan feels this electricity go throughout him because of the closeness of their bodies. He shivers and hugs back tightly, his arms wrapped around Brendon’s waist pulling him closer.
“Aww, isn’t that cute Spencer?” “Yeah, they’re just so adorable, I think I might puke!” Spencer and Jon cooed in a smug tone. Ryan let go of Brendon, (which was quite hard since he never wanted to) and said, “Dammit guys, can you give us a freaking break? I feel like it’s Let’s-Screw-Around-With-Ryan-Day or something!” He was really getting mad, but Brendon slid an arm around his waist and almost immediately was he cooled down. “Don’t let them bug you, Ryry, they’re just jealous of us and wish they had what we do with themselves” Brendon said, tightening his grip on Ryan’s waist and leaning his head on his shoulder.
All the stress that Ryan had built up vanished. “Yeah, you’re right. Totally jealous,” He said, leaning down to kiss Brendon’s head and looking back up to see both Spencer and Jon’s face scrunched up. “Hey hey hey guys, no PDA!” We all laughed and Ryan and Brendon sat down while Spencer and Jon went to get some food for themselves. Brendon had already bought his and Ryan’s food since he got here early and pushed the tray to Ryan.
He pulled the tray in front of him. It had some French fries, a burger, and about 6 packets of ketchup since Ryan always liked extra. As he was reaching for a couple fries, he saw in the corner of the tray a little finger-smeared heart with ‘R + B’ inside made from ketchup. He smiled so wide he felt like his face was going to split and he looked up to see Brendon blush and look away, a smile on his face. “Aww Brendon, that’s really sweet,” He said as he grabbed his hand and laced his fingers with Brendon’s. He cautiously looked up and smiled wider, squeezing Ryan’s hand.
“Yeah, umm, I thought it was a good idea and I was bored waiting for y’all. What took you so long anyways?” “Ugh. I really don’t want to talk about that right now,” he groaned, his features hardened at the thought but soon softening when he saw Brendon looking slightly worried. “Well anyways, what you drew was cute.” Before he could think about what he was doing, he leaned closer to Brendon and kissed his cheek. He quickly pulled away, both of them blushing. He looked up and stared into Brendon’s large chocolate eyes and they both slowly leaned in. He closed his eyes, waiting for their lips to finally touch, but…
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Yay more semi cliffhangers!!! Damn, I'm evil aren't I? ;] Well I'm so so so sorry it's taken this long to get this out! I had this written, but didn't want to post until I had the next chapter ready (which it is, yay!) so yeah hopefully it was ok!
PS. I really could use some comments (i feel selfish for asking and stuff) because I was going to go to the Believers never die part deux concert and 10 minutes before we leave, it gets CANCELLED!!! I kinda feel like crawling under a rock and dying there . . . so I could use some loving . . . =[ They say it's "postponed" but I'm doubting they're going to do it . . .
- Location:Paper Street (fight club)
- Mood: very depressed. . .
- Music:21st Century Breakdown - Green Day
Walking out the door
Bye!
Ps. I will have the intrnet there i think but im not sure :3
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- Location:Soon to be Cancun
Title: Open Up Some Happiness (1/?)
Author: Mad/xxrydenislovexx
Rating:PG-13
Pairing:Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd person (Ryan)
Word Count: 748 (Yay it's longer than the last one!)
Summary:Ryan rushes back and picks it up. “Oh no, he won’t turn on! Ah!” “…That’s what she said…” He hears him whisper with a small smile. He glares and turns his attention back to his poor little iPod. “Oh, Blah! Don’t die on me now! You’re too young!”
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own the boys. I only own the plot. Title taken by "Open Happiness" by Brendon Urie, Patrick Stump, Travis McCoy, Cee-Lo, and Jeanelle Monae.
Dedications: To Cassie behind_the_sea1 and Ashleyms_deathbat!!! Also dedicated to, I can't believe I'm saying this, but my brother, for inspiring part of the story.
Author Notes: This story is for, as I said above, Cassie and Ashley! I wrote it for their birthdays and I really hope they and you like it! I'm nervous about posting this so let me know what you think! A/N part duex at bottom XD
Prologue
Oh my god, this is it. This is how I’m going to be killed. Or I’m going to get mugged. Or even raped! Oh dear God, please help me. Or kill me now and get this over with. The man’s grip loosened enough for Ryan to break out of his grasp. Instead of running, like his mind was telling him to do since he was sure if he didn’t one of the three scenarios might happen, he turned around quickly and attempted to do some sort of karate stance.
The only one he knew; the Crane Kick which he saw on the movie “Karate Kid”. As he looked up, getting ready to ‘attack’, he could only see the silhouette of him since there wasn’t much light and he was standing under a tree. The man slowly walked forward and Ryan’s eyes widened. He froze from fear as the man who he thought was about to do something horrible stepped out of the darkness and into the light. Ryan’s emotion soon turned from scared to shocked and then very angry. It wasn’t some creepy murdered at all! It was his best friend, Spencer Smith; a smug grin on his face.
As soon as Spencer saw the look on Ryan’s face, he started laughing loudly, almost falling on the floor. Ryan, however, was not laughing. Not even close. He shook his fists furiously in the air at Spencer. “Oh my God, Spencer! You know how fucking scared I was?!? I thought you were some creepy rapist murdering psycho! I thought I was going to die! I swear I’m going to kill you!” I yell angrily. “Ha ha calm down, Ry! It was just a little harmless joke! Maybe you’re just too much of a baby!” He says, laughing in-between words, smirk still evident.
Ryan was so mad, he got back into the ‘Crane position’ and quickly land on his left foot as his right foot kicks up, hitting Spencer’s crotch dead on. He stops laughing almost immediately and groans as his face contorts into what only could be described as pain. He grabs his crotch attempting to lessen the pain somehow, and now it’s my turn to laugh.
Wow, it actually worked! I can’t believe I just did that! I could become some sort of ninja or something! And when Spencer gets over this he could be some sort of vampire, since he sure as hell looks like one when he’s in his Bitch!Mode. Then we could share each other’s powers and together become Ninja!Vampires! Wow I’m a looser. Oh wait, here comes his Bitch!Face now! Once Ryan calmed down enough to look at him, he has almost fully recovered and definitely is wearing his Bitch!Face. He tries to copy my move, but once he kicks, he slips and lands right on his ass.
Ryan tries and hold in his laughter, knowing He’s caused him enough pain. Ryan puts his hand down to offer picking him up and Spencer grabs it with one hand and hits Ryan’s head with the other. He pulls him up anyway, since he doesn’t want to get hit again, and Spencer dusts himself off, still wearing the Bitch!Face, but it’s softened. “That, was payback, so we’re even ok?” Ryan says, hoping he agrees. “Yeah yeah whatever…” Spencer grumbles and starts walking towards the theater. Ryan starts to follow him, but then notices that his iPod is laying on the floor, looking pretty bruised up. He yells for Spencer to stop and he does reluctantly. Ryan rushes back and picks it up. “Oh no, he won’t turn on! Ah!” “…That’s what she said…” He hears him whisper with a small smile. He glares and turns his attention back to his poor little iPod.
“Oh, Blah! Don’t die on me now! You’re too young!” Spencer says, “Umm, Blah? You named your iPod Blah?” “Actually, his full name is Sir Blah the Third.” Ryan states, completely serious. Spencer breaks out into laughter. “Oh my God, you are So gay!” He says, clearly amused. “Well, I think that’s pretty clear seeing as I’m dating Brendon, but whatever,” Ryan scoffs. “Ok fine, can you please mourn over your precious Blah later? I texted Brendon and Jon before I ‘almost killed you’ as you say, and we’re all so starving!” “Yeah, I guess you’re right. I’m pretty hungry myself,” He says sadly as he puts Blah back in his jeans pocket and continues walking with Spencer.
A/N~ I bet everyone kind of gets the title now? I mean, I was thinking of having it as something else since it didn't really go with the prologue (obviously) but as you can see it's gonna get happier, hehe XD Alot of people were wishing it was Brendon, so sorry for dissapointing y'all! :( I was considering it when I first wrote it, but I'm just obsessed with Evil!Spencer =] Oh and I mentioned that the time was Spring Break earlier, and I knew that everyone has it at different times depending where they live, but I talked to some friends and alot of them are quite far apart. Mine happens to be now and I couldn't decide when to say this was, so I went with it ;] Ok, I'll stop blabbering right now since y'all stopped reading it already. I happen to talk alot XD
PS. I'm still looking for a beta for the next few chapters. I don't neeed one, but it'd be nice. The prologue didn't get rejected so I'm assuming my grammer isn't too bad,
PS. Ya'lls comments turned my completely horrible day into a way better one. Thanks so much!
- Location:Mi cama (My bed) =]
- Mood:
stressed - Music:Closing Time - Green Day
Title: Open Up Some Happiness (Prologue/???)
Author: Mad/xxrydenislovexx
Rating:PG-13
Pairing:Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd person (Ryan)
Word Count: 333 for this chapter (I know it's quite short even for a prologue, but I made it that way because of reasons you will find out at the end)
Summary: His mother finally found a spot; unfortunately at the very back of the parking lot, and they pulled in. Ryan hopped out of the car quickly, but right before he could fully shut the door he heard his mother say loudly, "Ryan, you better kiss Brendon tonight. It's been a month since you two started going out and you haven't done anything yet!"
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own the boys. I only own the plot. Title taken by "Open Happiness" by Brendon Urie, Patrick Stump, Travis McCoy, Cee-Lo, and Jeanelle Monae.
Dedications: To Cassie behind_the_sea1 and Ashleyms_deathbat!!! Also dedicated to, I can't believe I'm saying this, but my brother, for inspiring part of the story.
Author Notes: This story is for, as I said above, Cassie and Ashley! I wrote it for their birthdays and I really hope they and you like it! I'm nervous about posting this so let me know what you think!
Prologue
Ryan tapped his fingers repetitively on his knee impatiently as he waited for his mother to find a parking space. He, Brendon, Spencer, and Jon were going to hang out at the mall’s food court to celebrate their first night of Spring Break. He doesn’t have many classes with any of them so he was quite excited to have a whole week to spend together.
His mother finally found a spot; unfortunately at the very back of the parking lot, and they pulled in. Ryan hopped out of the car quickly, but right before he could fully shut the door, he heard is mother yell loudly, “Ryan, you better kiss Brendon already, it’s been a month since you two started going out and you haven’t done anything!” You see, Ryan told his mother a lot of things and she was one of those moms that everyone thought was cool and wished was theirs.
Still, hearing his mother say that loudly where at least five people in the parking lot could here made him blush and quickly walk towards the mall. Since, for some pointless reason, his mall’s parking lot was epically long, Ryan decided to pull out his pink iPod and listen to a song while he walked.
He hit the shuffle button and it landed on Oh, It Is Love by HelloGoodbye. Ryan smiled as he remembered it’s him and Brendon’s song. They haven’t been going out for long, but they are already so close and connected with each other. Plus, they both love music and decided, why not?
He was so caught up in his thoughts and the song that he didn’t notice the footsteps behind him. He felt someone grab his body, one hand in front holding his arms and waist, the other covering Ryan’s mouth preventing sound to come from it. He gasped and his eyes widened to about the size of the moon as he started to yell and tried to struggle from the man’s tight grip.
A/N~ Now do you see why I had to leave it there? I love cliff-hangers =D Let me say once again that I'd really love it if everyone (yes, that includes all you lurkers out there) to comment on this because I'm nervous and don't know if I should have posted this, so I'd love to hear everyone's opinions XD
- Location:You'll never know, hehehe
- Mood:
Excited/Nervous - Music:With a Little Help From My Friends - The Beatles
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- Location:My bed
- Mood:
determined - Music:Smokin' in the Boy's Room - Motley Crue
PS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I could still use a beta for the other chapters if someone responds in time, so yeah.
PS2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I've only posted one thing on SATD and I'm a complete noob when it comes to posting in LJ comms and I remember it was a toal disaster last time . . . So if anyone could maybe help? Or even take what I write in my post to my page and turn it into an appropriate format for SATD??? (althought thats wayyy to much to ask so just go with the first)
But yeah, otherwise it'll take me about 6 rejections before they even consider letting me post and I wanna get it on there as soon as possible. =]
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- Location:Microsoft Word ;]
- Mood: lasjfdf help meee
- Music:Whisper Something Fragile - The Cab
Okkk
Well I've been playing Tap Tap Revenge2 on my iTouch and been finding out about some new bands and there was one I really liked. Theyre called School Boy Humor. Not many people know about them, so I thought I'd spread the word! My faves so far are Everyone Who Breathes and Cheating Myself. So yeah, check em out if you want XD
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- Location:Charlie's Chocolate Factory (well, in my mind at least)
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:This Is Halloween - PATD
Ok,
well I'm writing a s/a for my amazing friends, Cassie and Ashley, for their birthdays and I'm not so great with grammer so I'd really like it if I could find a beta for it =] It'd also be great if someone would respond to this as soon as possible, since their birthdays are on the 18th and 19th. I probably won't be done with it by then because I keep getting stuck, but once I get it done I want to post it as soon as i could. So umm yeah, thanks! XD
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- Location:Lost in my thoughts . . .
- Mood: glweuihgkuergfa
- Music:Everyone Who Cheats - School Boy Humor XD
Looking through some posts of mine and I realized I started the A-Z thing, and yet I only did A. Haha wow.
Well I guess I'll do B then =]
B is for . . .
The Beatles (wooo!) - Blackbird
Blink182(Can't believe they're back omj!) - What Went WrongBuddy Holly - Raining In My Heart (I stole this from Ryro's list) ;]
Ok well I just started a research project and I'm actually excited. Y'all are probably thinking 'wtf why is she excited about That?" Well the answer is this: I got to choose my topic and I chose to do The Beatles! I was going to do PATD (of course) but I thought the Beatles would be easier since there is 40-something years worth of information about them. So YAY!!! *happy dance*
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- Location:Somewheresville (I love that story heh)
- Mood:Stressed
- Music:Everything We Had - TAI...
Ok well first of all, i haven't been able to post anything on here in a while because of being uber busy, but I promised myself I wouldn't make excuses so scratch that.
First of all . . . Is anyone else uber excited that Ryan got a twitter??? I am! He updates it alot and it just reminds me so many times how much i love the guy <3
Speaking of, his most recent update had me laughing and confused me alot. It's driving me insane because I want to know what he's meaning and what goes on in that brilliant mind of his
"thisisryanross: Hello my love, I heard a kiss from you. Red magic satin playing near too. Woah shuggie"
Umm wtflmao??? I have nooo clue what it means and it's frustrating meee =/
Hah anywhoosles,
How is everyone? I'm not too great, but that's nothing unusual for me. Blehhh.
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- Location:My house. Not my home.
- Mood: I'm a pathetic human being .-.
- Music:Madeline - Tickle Me Pink
Her eyes burn from all the tears she shed
she sits curled up crying alone in her bed
She thinks of all the regrets she's made
and slices her wrists with a deathly sharp blade
Her vision blurs as the blood drains out of her veins
yet she never feels the stings and the pains
It's like a twisted therapy in her eyes
temporarily erasing all the problems and lies
She slides down off the bed and on to the hard floor
she can't take all of this, can't take anymore
She's sick of living her life on this hell of an earth
so she fast forwards to the opposite of birth
A black rose on the left and a note on the right
setting the knife down the gun appears in her sight
She grabs it quickly and sets it under her chin
she knows this is wrong and knows it's a sin
She smiles twisted-ly as she pulls the trigger whispering her goodbyes
but she hears no gunshot, and she realizes she forgot to load her gun
By now she's a mess still bleeding from her wrists
but grins knowing her time will run out and soon she'll no longer exist
She's still crying and screaming and bleeding everywhere
and is starting to slowly lose her breaths of air
She collapses on the floor and her sight goes blind
and her mind she can't seem to find
With the same grin on her face she breaths her last breath
and now silently crying she slips into the dark grips of death
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- Location:Candy Mountain
- Mood:
Ugh. - Music:Double Vision - Foreigner
A is for . . .
The Academy Is... - Crowded Room
All Time Low - Dear Maria, Count Me In
AC/DC(because they're totally kickass) - Rock 'N Roll Train
As you can tell, I'm gunna be picking more than one band because there is wayyy too many to choose from! XD
So yeah . . . tada! Haha
p.s. ILY RYRO!!!
ps2. Happy belated birthday Bilvy!!! ( because I was grounded that day =[ )
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- Location:Where I always am
- Mood:
Sleeeeepy . . . - Music:The Zombies - Care of Cell 44
PS. oh yeah and if anyone has a youtube account, add me! Twilightjunkie27 ;]
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- Location:Somewheresville =D
- Mood: Depressed/angry
- Music:This Old Heart Of Mine (Is Weak For You) - The Isley Brothers
That question just popped into my head when i was talking to my amazing friend ms_deathbat . . . =D
p.s. I think I've become obsessed with posting on here now . . . heehee XD
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- Location:Mi cama
- Mood:
giggly - Music:First Try - Brendon Urie
*stands up to the podium(sp?) with my paper in my hand* Id like to thank my friends, family (NOT), and Jwalk's magical luck!dust for all the encouragement and support! I couldn't of done it without you guyssss!!! *bows and blows kisses to the crowd* heehee
- Location:Mah bed
- Mood:
complacent - Music:That's What You Get - Paramore
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- Location:At my math tutors house on my itouch haha
- Mood: enraged
- Music:My generation xD
Okkkk!
Y'all know the song 'constipated' by wierd al, right? and you know that he made a music video, right? Well it's been like a year or so since I watched it and i was listening to the song so I'm like, "Hey, I wanna go watch that music video again!" So I went to youtube expecting to find it. It wasn't there. I typed it up in different ways and even looked at his youtube channel. NOTHING!!! I look through Google, Yahoo, and pretty much every place possible! NADA!!! I have spent at least 3 hours searching and I know I didn't make it up and it's all in my imagination because I remember it specifically!!! Like on the chorus he's on the toilet and then i remember him making out with this girl on the bed and seeing the tatoo (as mentioned in the song) and I swear it's real!!! I just can't find it! IM NOT CRAZY!!! Anyone know where i can find it??? D=
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- Location:In yo pants X_X
- Mood: UGH!
- Music:Send my love to the dancefloor, I'll see you in hell - Cobra Starship XD
I realized I don't really use LJ for anything else except to read slash, so I'm deciding to start messing around with it. Why not, ya know? I don't know what to say on this post, so . . . BLAH!!! I guess more entries soon? Hmm . . .
P.s. How do I change my little mood picture thingy??? Haha I'm such a lj newb :p
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- Location:Hell (school/home)
- Mood: (I'm screwed)
- Music:Buddy Holly - Raining in my Heart (ILY Ryro) =D
Well as some of you know, I'm on my old church's puppet ministry team and have been for 5 years. Every year we have a beach retreat and this thursday(the 16th) I'm leaving and won't be back till the 19-20th? So I jsut wanted to let y'all know that and I sure as heck am gunna miss y'all and the intarweb and no music 24/7 like usual (they say no mp3 but i bring mine, i just dont have much time to sneak it) :[. I'm mad because I'm sick and in a bad mood bc my PATD show was cancelled here for a dumbass reason and a couple other things and since we don't perform on the retreats I tried to talk my rents out of me going, but it was a lost cause . . . -_- So yeah, BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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- Location:Soon to be the puppet beachouse >.<
- Mood: someone shoot me
- Music:Build God Then We'll Talk - By (none other than) PATD
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